why this is happening…probably

About a month ago, I was “let go” (aka fired) from a gig that made me money (aka job). As a result, a friend told me that “now is the time to follow your dream”.

Issue: I’m a bit unsure I even have one.

I think there are flickers of a dream, but not like the massive – up in the clouds – dream that most people seem to have. You know, the one that people are sometimes even too embarrassed to admit to. I don’t have one of those. I think maybe I used to, but I think somewhere along the way I may have lost it. Now, in its place is just a muddled mess of radical ideas that would make me rich someday if I knew how to bring them into being. I’m probably lacking some significant tools in this area.

But if the green stuff was no object and a dream didn’t have to support you but instead, lifted you, what would it be? … shit, I really have no idea. So, instead of spending my days in a frantic search for employment, I am going to find and reclaim my dream, and you should probably read this while I do. It is probably going to be pretty brilliant and you are probably not going to want to miss the revelations of my rambling.

Maybe writing stories of my life, my experiences and my random thoughts is simple enough to be my dream. Stay tuned and we will find out….probably.